Friday, October 11, 2013

Never.ever.last

Looks like I suck in friendship huh. Three years in secondary school and still no fixed friends. Its always changing. Always. Well, except for one tho. Only she has been here from last year and I'm thankful our friendship still last up till here. I guess there's only one way to not be disappointed in friendship anymore. Apart from her(maybe), not going to trust anyone. Unless I can confirm they are truly mu friend. There's another girl, I've had enough of you tbh. Three years and you just got worse. And the ironic thing is, everyone is on your side. Well, like the song, "cause its beautiful people like you, who get whatever they want. And it's beautiful people like you, who suck the life out of my heart" Because youre beautiful, everyones on your side no matter how bitchy you are. And you put on a fake mask so everyone likes you or sides you. Well, may karma bite you in the ass :)

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Unexpected.

Well, they say unexpexted things happen at the unexpected times huh. Guess who I met at a wedding earlier? Hamzie and Khalaf!! I didn't know who they were actually, they were the ones who recognized me hah. Didnt expect them to recognize me tho. Felt so confortable even though it has been 3 years. Well, i guess its cause we're already comfortable three years ago that meeting after a long time isnt an awkward situation. Well, lets hope the friendship will last forever since i already have their contacts *fingerscrossed*

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Starting Afresh. Again.

well, basically, here I am again. created another new blog, a personal one. I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't. Well, I hope this will be the last time I create a personal blog. there's just so much that I keep that makes me wanna let it out you know? and I figured the best way is through a blog. well, maybe I won't be on so often for now bc its the eoy and I need to study. but in about 2 weeks time, I will be on here more often. post more often. so I don't have to bottle it up anymore. and I don't need anyone to read it. its just me. my personal diary. its private so yeah. the "journey" of my roller coaster begins.