Helpless

Even though its hard
Even when you're suffering
No matter how much it hurts
I can't do anything to help or even change the situation just a bit
I'm sorry.
To both of you I'm sorry.
The two of you shouldn't be working at your age
You should already be resting at home fot the rest of your life
While I am the one who is supposed to work for you guys
I'm sorry I can't make your life easier.
I want to do something but I cant.
No matter what I do I'm hopeless
I cant do much to help you. Both of you.
Ayah, even though you left
Even though you were not always there
I still love you
I miss you
And now I hear you're going through all this
And I cant be there with you
You're all alone
In pain
In agony
All the pain you're going through for me
And its not only you
Ibu too
Even though you don't show it
I know you're having a hard time
I know
Both of you are going through all this for me
I promise
I promise one day you won't have to do this anymore
You won't have to worry about me anymore
I promise you will get your rest
And I will repay you back for everything you'e done
Just wait ok? We'll get there.