Just a random thing. I dont know what this feeling is but it just popped up in my mind.
I may not have the eyes that someone may fall for when they look in it.
The laughter so beautiful someone can fall for by listening to it.
The smile that can stay in a person's mine when I show it.
The hair that overwhelmed people when I flip it.
Hell i don't have anything.
What I have is
A wonderful set of crooked teeth
A very unattractive pair of eyes
A not so nice body
Hell my laugh is like horrible
I'm not saying all this cause I'm all insecure and in reality all these things about me are beautiful. But its because its true. I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful. I know everyone is beaitiful in their own way but I just cant seem to believe that i am beautiful. Or I just cant see the word me and beautiful going together. Its just so... wrong.
I dont know but its so irritating to live with that thought in me everyday. I can see my flaws and I am sure people see through my flaws like clear glass. I want to believe that its okay to look like what I am now, that its okay to be what I am now. But its so hard because society. Enough said.
Year 98, you do the math. Living life as a teenager. obviously has her ups and downs, just that there are more downs than ups in her life. well, what can she do than to sit at home and pour it out on her blog, right? its the best solution huh :)
Friday, November 15, 2013
Flaws
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